What I want is that you know who I am.
And for that you have to hear what I been through in my life.
I am a person,
I am a woman,
I am a mom,
I am a person who has never known what love really is.
I am tired of this fucking world full of lies and fake smiles.
I hate fake people
I am honest
But why do people think that they are better than us?
I am tired of this damn life
I am afraid
I am sad
I am upset
My smile hides all the tears of my broken heart.
And I am tired of that
Pretending that everything is all right when it’s not
I am homeless
And I feel bad
And scared of that
My baby is the only inspiration that make me stronger
I love him
But I hate me.
Really:
Some people try to put me down
But I have goals and dreams.
That I have to work with
But I am not going to lie
This life is not easy
It is so hard
But at least if I tried I will get
Something rather than nothing.
I still feel dirty when this stupid man
Abused me when I was 14 years old
No matter what I do, I still cannot take this nasty reminder out of my mind.
I used drugs because of this
But I tired of this because I said
To myself that this was not what I wanted
In my life
Not for my child
And I can’t go back now
I feel lonely
I feel poor
Because no one knows who am I