MY DREAM GUY

My ultimate mate:

I want a guy who respect me

Love’s me

Help me when I need him

He has to have a car and a good job

I want to have someone that I can trust

I want him to love me

I want to be the only one

I want to be everything for him.

He has to love my child first so he can love me and I can start love him

Someone I can have fun

And some one he can AFORE everything to me

He has to be a gentleman

POEM FROM MY STREET OF DREAMS PRESENTATION

What I want is that you know who I am.

And for that you have to hear what I been through in my life.

I am a person,

I am a woman,

I am a mom,

I am a person who has never known what love really is.

I am tired of this fucking world full of lies and fake smiles.

I hate fake people

I am honest

But why do people think that they are better than us?

I am tired of this damn life

I am afraid

I am sad

I am upset

My smile hides all the tears of my broken heart.

And I am tired of that

Pretending that everything is all right when it’s not

I am homeless

And I feel bad

And scared of that

My baby is the only inspiration that make me stronger

I love him

But I hate me.

Really:

Some people try to put me down

But I have goals and dreams.

That I have to work with

But I am not going to lie

This life is not easy

It is so hard

But at least if I tried I will get

Something rather than nothing.

I still feel dirty when this stupid man

Abused me when I was 14 years old

No matter what I do, I still cannot take this nasty reminder out of my mind.

I used drugs because of this

But I tired of this because I said

To myself that this was not what I wanted

In my life

Not for my child

And I can’t go back now

I feel lonely

I feel poor

Because no one knows who am I

Traditional Samoan Dances

My nExT AkAdEMiKs gOaLs FoR ThE NeXt RePoRt CaRd

Mi next academik goals are:
--Work more in extra credits in Dawns class.
-- I need more in english
--and algebra---
At  least i have to get  3.5 credits more in each class.. 
So i can graduate faster..
So  i can get this credits i have to more atention in dawns class and stop texting my boyfriend and friends 
And just concentrate in my work so dawn cant get angry whit me 
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My bAbY MiGuEl 10 MoNtHs oLd

Hi my name is Erika and i have a baby that today became 10 months old he is so cute he just start crawlling and it maybe start walking faster he dont cry allot only when he is hungry or when he wants momy to put hem up..

But he loves to play whit ball and cars..

I am tying to finish my highscool so i can get in college and become A loyer

so i can give everything to my babay

SB 1070 Rally

In April 26, 2010. We went to protest with dawn my teacher in Federal Building, about Arizona. We where doing this for a good reason for al this Mexican people that was deported from The State Arizona. I feel good yelling to those people of the building, me and my class we where there to help them. And then in the march we where walking around the building , singing, yelling like: what do we want, justice, when do we wanted, now. I have fun. And then the activists presented a residentel of arizona which is a women. It was so sad hearing her story that in Arizona residents like her they dont have food clothes even, a home to stay. She was crying and then she start singing to us a beautifull song about she feel the songs call: 5 Siglos. This a paragraph from the song: Cinco siglos resistiendooooo, cinco siglos de miedo y de lamento, yo ya no quiero esto quiero, volar, ya no quiero llorar, dios mio ayudame a mi corazon zanar. What we want to do is that we want to put down the brown building that is making al that choices

ABOUT ZINN EVENT

Wath i remember about the event some students of San Diego High School they where talking about Howard Zinn a men who in his long life had seen enough of the world's horros that it would have been understandable had he become a cynic. The students where so good explaining this wonderful life that all ready pass. I really feel good when i hear this good words about him i almost cry because now that he pass i dint have time to meet him but wath i only know is that he was a good men and wath he do was for a good reason.